journal

     Last Friday, I was so depressed. I went to my home in a long time in Friday night. I want to be surprised my family so I didn’t tell anybody. So when I went my home, there was no one. I called my mom and dad but they had diner meeting. I didn’t want ate diner alone in dark and chilly home. I tried to call my brother, however he was high school student. He had to stay in school. Actually I eagerly looked foward to ate mom’s diner and imagined spend some quality time with my family. But imagination was be broken to pieces. I decided do cooking for me. First I take meat off in refrigerator and sprinkle salt and herb on meat. And I dressed shirimp. I planed to roasted them with meat. I really get excited. I thought “okay, I ate wonderful diner on my own!”. But that time, my mom called to me. “honey, I sliped one´s mind for the moment. Don’t ate meat in the refrigerator. That was spoiled.” Oh my god. It was broken my heart again. Shirimp was just two. It couldn’t good diner. No nothing in there. Mom’s warm diner or my special diner, everything is gone. That time my brother came in home. I was really gladed! I said to my brother that “hey we make a delivery to pizza!” but my brother said “I already ate diner” and went to his room and slam the door. Finally I didn’t ate diner and went to the bed. It was so terrible.